kruptestai philei

I have been writing and thinking
a journey of pure and solid imagination.
Into my head, inside my body, you have been there since I can remember.
I feel just now the unpleasant weight of my will,
a truly defined all oriented wish.
Once for all
all in once
when playing with words is not an escape
but a fierce struggle accordingly.
And I have been thinking and writing
a pitifull waste of power,
not into my hands, not into my arms.